As We Reach our Mid 20's, We Ponder.

Over the last couple of days, I have been thinking about my life...

Who I've lost along the way, What have I done for others, Where I am now, When did I feel a certain way and Why I am this way?

Most people look at me and see courage, confidence and strength... Sometimes, WE as people, paint the image on the outside so that we can protect ourselves on the inside.  When someone becomes negative and unbearable, it is time pull out your strength and use that trait... Because, the point we've gotten to in life, didn't happen over night.  Unfortunately, you have to cry, feel pain and experience the loss of people from your surroundings.  This is so that 'your' true colors and 'your' real people can illuminate from 'your' aura.  

People will be people, and you will be you.  Keep your strong, courageous and confident image;  you never know who will help you or who will hurt you. Might as well give every single person a shot, until they disappoint you. It will always be a lesson, but never a regret.  As you glance into the mirror, you see this wonderful person who has been stimulated from all of the chaos in this life... and I tell myself, "This has only made you a stronger and better person, Jazz."

The beautiful thing is, as you wipe your watery eyes from the betrayal and sadness, the most loyal of love will be before you.